TWO DAYS SEEM LIKE FOREVER LUH!
tsktsk....
many of us are going through the decision making period now. this stage is so difficult. its harder than choosing a poly course.
i personally felt that its because we are closer to the age where every steps determine what kind of life we will lead in future. and what i learnt from the working people is there shall be NO VOID in your resume. which means, if you happen to grad from poly and want to rest for a half a year or so.. YOU WILL PAY FOR IT! unless you have a good reason. and if you grad from uni and the degree is a wrong choice. omg... you will have blank, blank,blank,blank years in your resume. and what kind of shit you will have to come up with to explain these voids?
which means, we must work until we DIE.
SO there isnt much time left for "aiya, next time den say lo...".
i secretly fear going into the adult life! its filled with decision to make and we only have 1 shot. thats it! all these unknowns putting my mood down everyday. I'M SO SCARE I'll MAKE THE WRONG DECISION!
AND i know.
life is not just about this. money/work/luxury cars/bags/clothes.
seriously, i wish i can have a DSLR camera, take my backpack, flight off with animal research teams to everywhere. wear dirty clothes, boots and cap,run under the sun and spend all my days with the wild animals. i dun care if i earn a little as a research assitance or a normal clerk, but i will seriously love my life this way.
the sad thing is.
i research on it... you also have to pay your own money for the air tickets lo. and its like FUCKING TEN over THOUSANDS dollars. Also, you have to be smart too to be with the research team. you must at least have a professional status to join them. WHAT AM I? at this age and in real estate industry.
besides, i have my parents here. and they hate it when i talk about my so called "ridiculous" passion. ): ps. whywhywhywhywhywhywhy!!
i'm very sad.
i think i'll just face it.
NUS real estate or business are going to be the next step. which will determine whole of my life.
nyeh. unfair.
MAYBE i'll be a zookeeper.
tsktsk....
many of us are going through the decision making period now. this stage is so difficult. its harder than choosing a poly course.
i personally felt that its because we are closer to the age where every steps determine what kind of life we will lead in future. and what i learnt from the working people is there shall be NO VOID in your resume. which means, if you happen to grad from poly and want to rest for a half a year or so.. YOU WILL PAY FOR IT! unless you have a good reason. and if you grad from uni and the degree is a wrong choice. omg... you will have blank, blank,blank,blank years in your resume. and what kind of shit you will have to come up with to explain these voids?
which means, we must work until we DIE.
SO there isnt much time left for "aiya, next time den say lo...".
i secretly fear going into the adult life! its filled with decision to make and we only have 1 shot. thats it! all these unknowns putting my mood down everyday. I'M SO SCARE I'll MAKE THE WRONG DECISION!
AND i know.
life is not just about this. money/work/luxury cars/bags/clothes.
seriously, i wish i can have a DSLR camera, take my backpack, flight off with animal research teams to everywhere. wear dirty clothes, boots and cap,run under the sun and spend all my days with the wild animals. i dun care if i earn a little as a research assitance or a normal clerk, but i will seriously love my life this way.
the sad thing is.
i research on it... you also have to pay your own money for the air tickets lo. and its like FUCKING TEN over THOUSANDS dollars. Also, you have to be smart too to be with the research team. you must at least have a professional status to join them. WHAT AM I? at this age and in real estate industry.
besides, i have my parents here. and they hate it when i talk about my so called "ridiculous" passion. ): ps. whywhywhywhywhywhywhy!!
i'm very sad.
i think i'll just face it.
NUS real estate or business are going to be the next step. which will determine whole of my life.
nyeh. unfair.
MAYBE i'll be a zookeeper.
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