we played with SP on monday. (16thjuly)
thats jing ting and me! (:
both of us has been looking forward to see each other on polite! (:
after the game we walked out of RP together, with jess too.
we talked about BABOOHENG & her dumb training exercises and how we miss secondary school's netball.
its nice to see her again(:

i tot of quiting netball in np a few days ago, but somehow jing ting reminds me of the hardwork i've put in trying to stay in the team.
i dunno if i want to give up just like that.
but its equally pointless for me to stay in there when we are actually "invisible", unless for admins.
jt said that we must work hard.
well,that line somehow just triggers me suddenly about all these.
AND HO! after 1year+, she is much taller than ME already! baaa.
kill her.
i'm so short. :\
hahahaha.
AND their jersey is so much nicer can!
kadoosssssss.

we played with TP yesterday.
lost to them by 1 goal.
ONE GOAL! super wasted la.
np must work hard for all the up coming games to win something!!

as usual, i dun get to play.
thursday was a bad day for most of the people outside the court.
i can feel the "well, they are the people fighting..we are just shouting".
what made us felt worst was the fact that we are the 'backstage crew'. baabaa.
we pack,clean up the bottles,make sure everything is organise. yes, we must admit the fact that the main team can play muchmuchmuch better.
the thing is, its doesnt matters anymore about WHO is playing in the game. it is how much your coach or whoever see us, the reserves,as SOMEONE. instead of taking us for granted.

recently i've been sleeping in lectures.
which is TOTALLY wrong. i have no time to study myself and i'm fucking sleeping in lectures.
wth.
i think i need to do something about it. if not i'm getting low gpa.
which is bad again.
you see, RER IS GONE. because i've been skipping lectures and i only got 65 for the test paper.
and it's credit units is 4.
my IS is rubbish, i dunno how to do them.
this semester totally sucks.
i dun want to see my reults.

kukuneinei.

the other day was marketing presentation.
i got a feeling i didnt do well for it too.
after presenting, i felt that our posters design were very boring.
DESPITE the fact that i did them till midnights.
haiz.
so pointless and useless.

OKAY. i promise my next post will be a happier one.