before training starts today we saw rainbow! (:



(: for training.

project is not going smoothly.
really SUCKS.
i'm very stucked with poly school works, i really cannot take all these things piling on me.
really sickening.
its taking up whole LOT of my time. i just want to enjoy a birthday party, a day out with friends.
NO
its not possible. i have to squeeze time out of 24hours a day just for people around me.
like as if i'm working in some BIG COMPANY, million dollar business!
i really do not know how to explain the PAIN of all these.
basically, i want to have the time and space to do the things i want.
without anything or anyone stopping me.

well, i still have a long way to get of these shits.
ahh.

god, give me power! i need them.
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