HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!

i've always wanted to write a good, long and nice post.

but i guess my volcab and grammatically correct sensetances are very limited.

haha. i've tried many times to decribe what i feel about particular things, but it always ended up like a bimbo telling her usually brainless story.

how pathetic.

well anyway.

recently i've been a really crazy person.

or should i say emotional.

i do not know how to describe what i really want to do.

i feel like there are so many things in my head and i do not seems to know what am i actually thinking.

i think its all because my of exams.

for the past few weeks i've been like super busy.

ALONE.

its like i've too many things to study and its not a usual me to fight so hard just to get a mega good grade.

i have to study so hard for it that i block out from people

i hate people who tired to disturb me.

to the extent i switch off my phone and threw it.

and yes. its hard for me to open up again.

its like STUCK.

stuck to the grouchy attitude.

now i cant stand noise.

i cant stand people disturbing my sleep.

i cant stand people talking to me.

i cant stand people trying to talk things out with me.

i dun want to get a damn about others.

throw my tantrum.

i scream and scold at people.

Oh. fu*king me.

and thats NOT ME.

my first victim of my f.bad temper (other than my mum) is him.

i guess the only who can put me back to the right track is him.

because my mum would just keep quiet and let me throw my tantrum and show my bad attitude.

but he, will not allow me to be an evil bitch.

HELLO WORLD!!

SHUTING IS NOT AN ANGEL OK.

STOP THINKING LIKE.. "WAH LY! YOUR GIRLFRIEND SO UNDERSTANDING LO. SO GOOD. IF ONLY I CAN BE LIKE HER. CAN UNDERSTAND YOU. SHE VERY NICE LEH."

nice. not.

i've got bad mood and i think i've just post a dumd

entry again.

always.

iloveyoubaby.