MONDAY.
i woke up late.
RUSHED like mad to school.

i'm still very troubled about my laptop incident.
i'm like the stupid-EST person on earth.
what to do.
how to do my school work now.
how to attend stupid information technology lesson now.
how to do CATS in school.

so screwed.


i'm wondering what you're thinking everytime you see me.
i'm wondering what do you feel everytime you see him.
what kind of feelings do you have?
i'm wondering why your appearance bothers me that much.
i'm wondering why i lost my mind again.
i'm wondering why are you the cause of everything that happened.
who are you to make all this happen.
how i can even smile at you?
i trust myself too much.
i know you feel something.
and lastly i think i do not deserve all this.
why cant it be perfect.
i hope i never knew what happen.
lust.
sided walked.
i cant let it pass.
i cant.