sometimes when you are so tired.
you close your eyes.
you try hard to fall asleep,but you realise you just cant.

many things recollect in your tiny brain suddenly just at that very moment you close your eyes.
soon, all happy,sad,irritating,emotional and anger stuffs that happens in your life seems to juggle around. ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND. usually, the clearer membories are those sad and angry things that had happened and it makes you feel like crying. you stare blankly at the ceiling,feeling totally useless and disappointed.

soon you fell asleep without feeling that you're.
you woke up in the morning feeling equally tired.
you got up and wash your face.
looked into the mirrior.
question yourself.
whats the point?why?

looked into the mirror every morning. (stare hard)
whats wrong?
i see a girl.
a weird girl.
she laugh when she feels like crying.
she force herself to be angry when she's very sad to prevent the tears from dropping.
other than WEIRD.
she still cannot find a better reason for everything that is happening.
seriously,she thinks she's not capable enough to 'play this game'.
yet, she couldnt bare to let go.
she needs you.
she wants you.
she hates you
and love you.


xxxxxxxxxxxlife sucks,love hurtsxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx