i cannot remember when was the last time i slept before 1am.

sometimes i like it that i have things to do, to keep myself occupied than being useless. This time round i'm really very tired. even my body feels kinda screwed up. tsk. i feel like giving up planning for the school event, because i dont understand why i do not have more committee members like what other events have. NO ONE WANTS TO DO THIS SHIT. and i have to do it. with 6 girls. 7 of us doing so many things and we're running out of time. essentially, 1 girl can be the publicity, logistic plus program head.. and they bloody want everything for free, cannot even afford 3 performance for 100dollars.. sponsors are like crap. you call & send email = no reply/rejected. is it just that i'm freaking suay/lousy that this event seems like it's going to FAIL. booo.

i'm trying to send out a presentation slides to my group mates and gmail is taking fooorrrevvverrrrrrr. i dun even know if it's loading. looks like it is, but maybe it's not.

1 term test and 2 more report to rush out. then it will follow by EXAMS. after which, will be my Dinner and Dance event. (raaahhhh, i'm never going to be pd for anything everrrrrrrrrr again).

THEN IT WILL BE MY WELL DESERVED HOLIDAY.

wish me luck.