monday and wed i had mid-term exams paper and they are both like shit to me. After the papers, we were so tired we skip 3 lectures all together and went tutorials like airheads with no apparent idea what the fuck the china tutor is talking about. considering the fact that we already have no idea what the china guy is saying, not doing tutorials just made it worst. although i was dead tired, i went to zouk and mambo-ed my ass and phuture so shake some ass and point middle fingers to some stupid bitch to release my stress. nadira and i laughed so hard on the mambo dance floor that i almost rolled on the ground and everyone was staring at us like as if we were laughing at them. why so sensitive dudes? lol. on thursday, i just cant wait for friday to come so i can go on a date that i've been looking forward to for a week. so i had dinner with my cousins, eating jap food at wheellock. We started talking about career and i feel that the working industry is so competitive, the school can only expose us to a certain extent and i suddenly feel like hibernating with all the polar bears. then again, i thought i shouldnt be such a cow and just finish the fucking degree and face the world. Finally, TGIF. i went to school in the morning, saw my classmate looking skinny and tired. she's from poly too and is apparently not coping very well. i told her "look, life is not just about studying, be happy let loose." she agreed to me, i hope she really can let loose. As for myself, im so scared of those books that i put them out of my sight on weekends. (FYI, this is bad because i'm suppose to do them.) after school i went home and paint my toe nails, RED. (like BOOMS!) my OPI TOPCOAT dropped on the floor and broke into pieces. GG. i spent 15mins cleaning the mess and my fingers froze, because of the nail polish remover. HAHAHAHA. wtf. -_- anyhow, I went to marina sq to watch the ugly truth, but was sold out. GG. but i had a great night till 5am, i reached home and crashed. i was so tired, i fell asleep drying my hair with my mouth open. i woke up feeling damn retarded and jumped onto my bed. Saturday morning i have work at sentosa. i woke up at 7am, my power 2 hours of sleep is useless and i felt like zombie. after work i'm suppose to meet zoey, but we both didnt sleep well ytd, so we decided to meet later and ended up not meeting because we slept thru out. i lookbook-ed for hours and i logged on to facebook. saw alot of people having lots of fun playing, F1-ing, tennis, soccer, beaching. i tot wtf, so fun! after that i blog hopped and i've decided it's unhealthy. i want to dye my hair, but i have no idea what colour to do. :/ i've been feeling kind of trapped in many things. especially, i haven been running much and you know when i feel fat i will be super mega depressed. i know damn psycho right, because everyone tells me that i'm not fat. but fuck you, i've gained, i know. i've been sleeping for 2 - 4 hours daily and taking random naps here and there. my mum thinks i'm going crazy.maybe.on nights that i feel like shit, i will think of you. which makes me feel even more shit. i tot to myself, there are things in life that is done, which cannot be undone. its sunday now and i scream OMG, because it's monday tml and MONDAY = SCHOOL = LOSE MY MIND.

this is my pile of shit.
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