i'm very busy with many things about school.
i'm feeling very terrible and i dunno what to do about it.
although life is not just about feeling sad and stress, i seriously cant help it.
there are so many things to do and my brain is retarded.
i cannot cope. i just feel like dropping my head onto the table.

i just feel like tearing everything apart.
throw my laptop on the floor.
throw my bag away.

yes.