i'm having a terriibble month.
i'm fucking sick of my life now.
everyday is unlucky.
especially days with valuaation.
VALUATION SUCKS.
i hate valuation. it makes me stress and makes me want to cry in class everytime.

eeeeeeyyyyyyerrrrrr!!!!!!!!
yes. maybe i should agree with jess.
i should just heck care, things will slove on its own.

ya so.
if 26th it turns out i only have 4 teams. HECK!
if i only have 5helpers. HECK!
if redcamp got little helpers. HECK!
if i'm going to fail valuation. HECK!

like if i'm going to leave my camera at the service centre for 10YEARS, becoz i got no time to go down to HARBOUR FRONT. HECK.
if i got no money to spend because my money are all in the stupid bank, and i terminated my NETS because i lost my card. HECKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
i go no time to go bank TOO. dunno why banks must close so early!

god knows what i'm busy with la.

heckheckheckheckheckheck. bloody heck care.
i'm so mother tired.

i seriously hate saying all this sour stuff on my blog.
BUT I SERIOUSLY NEED A SPACE TO VENT THEM OUT.
because everyone and someone have their good own business/situation to bother about, no one can listen and they do not have the attention for me.
everyone is trying to say how bloody tired they are.

yah lo. so i should not be a mad burden to anyone.
so YAH.

SSC. if i'm rude. sorry. i'm kinda dealing with everything myself.
REDCAMP i dunno why i ask you the same question so manytimes. but thanks for answering everytime.
NETBALLs. i dunno why i sms your so many times too.
until i find myself NAGGY.
BUT most of your cannot exactly understand my message and takes a ZILLION YEARS TO REPLY. my temper is fucking bad la, i must admit.
i know i'm harsh here.

I KNOW NO BODY ASK ME TO DO THIS ALONE.
but who can totally help me? at the end of the day i still have to be the only one chasing after ppl to answer to all the ppl(upthere).
like i can say 5.30pm over the message again and again and again.
I HAVE PPL ASKING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN,
"what time huh?"

eh. i'm messaging the WHOLE group of your leh. eeeyeyeyryryryryr.

joyce always ask me isit too heavy.
NO. its not.
IF everyone only needs me to sent ONE MESSAGE and reply ME exactly what i asked.
like i ask 26th,27th free? YES, NO. OR 26 YES, 27 NO.
it's really NOT THAT HARD you know.

i really do not hate you guys.
ITS JUST THIS THIS THIS WHOLE THING.
you guys are mega nice ppl, but can plsplsplspls cooperate with ME.
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if anyone thinks i'm talking shit, PLS SHUTUP AND DUN READ. or read and keep the comment to yourselve. so READ AND FORGET ABOUT IT.

BLOODY NOV GOOD NIGHT!