i'm losing grip.
Those things that i fight or should my goals in my life,seems to be drifting further and further away from me.
This feeling makes my panic.
i when out.
the more i panic.

sooner or later i can write a story," when i let myself down".
for a moment, i think that all these are excuses to run away.
but the more i do, the worst i felt.(watever, if this dun sounds like a sentance)

*dont say,tell, look, smile, think. Dont even try.*