there are things which happened long ago which i wish i didnt do or say them.
some things which i have no idea why i did and say them.
i cannot change the fact that i've done and said them,but i can put them behind me(forget abt them).

now i'm reminded.
everything recollect in my mind.
its sutpid.
seriously just stupid things i've choose to say and do IN THE PAST.

i'm not depressed just because now i'm reminded about those revolting stuffs.
i'm disgusted.
disgusted by the people who are involve in the matters
disgusted by what i've did.
disgusted by what i've said.
disgusted by the reactions from the people.
mostly.
disgusted that NOW. people still talk about it.

I'M SERIOUSLY VERY DISGUSTED.